March of Dimes

On Saturday we walked with our friends, the Tillberg's, in order to raise money (and awareness) for March of Dimes.  The March of Dimes website explains what they do: We're dedicated to improving the health of babies by preventing birth defects, premature birth and infant mortality.  We didn't have our camera, but you can see pictures of the event at the Tillberg's blogspot.

The Big 3-0

My 30th birthday was last week.  I couldn't have asked for a better birthday.  It was great!  My sister started sending me "30 reasons to celebrate your life" cards;  each card had one letter of "Happy 30 Birthday" on the front side and then 2 reasons to celebrate my life on the back.  When you put them all together there were 30 reasons to celebrate my life written on the backs.  I also got a few other cards and some money and a few gift certificates...I normally don't go shopping for myself, so I'll have to think about what to get.  On the day of my birthday, I got to relax and enjoy the morning...no rushing.  (The sad part is that the boys I watch were sick and they couldn't come, that's why I didn't have to get ready)  Joshua and I went outside and rode scooters and enjoyed the beautiful sunny day....while the birds were chirping in the bushes by the parking lot we were in.  I'm pretty sure they were singing happy birthday.  Since I only had Joshua, Jessica and Steve-O (that work with Tony) took shifts and watched Joshua while Tony and I went to the Olive Garden for lunch.  The salad...the apricot chicken...so yummy. When Caleb came home from school he gave me a big bunch of flowers that Tony had taken him to get.  They were so pretty.  Then for supper we went to a Japanese habachi (sp?) grill restaurant with my parents where they make your food on an open grill right at your seat.  I have never been to one before.  The food was really good and it was fun to watch the chef cook everything in front of you.  The chef also does a few little "tricks" for entertainment.  My mom brought me flowers too, so it's been nice having all the beautiful flowers to enjoy.  The other thing I wanted to do for my birthday was to go to Comedy Sportz (which is on Fri.-the day after my birthday).  We had a couple of friends go with us and got to enjoy good, clean comedy-I love to laugh.  Then I got to enjoy a relaxing weekend.  I had time to read a whole book (Pagan Christianity) and Sunday night we had the college-age people that help with the youth ministry over for an impromptu b-b-q.  Today is another beautiful day and I get to go over to my grandparents house for a birthday dinner.  So turning the big 3-0 couldn't have been better.  Here are a few pictures from the weekend.

Listen, part 2

This post was written in response to the Jehovah Jireh post from my friend Jessica.

There are way too many things that have happened in my life to write how faithful God has been in revealing himself to me. Over the past few years God has continued to shape my heart, my attitude, and my actions. Although I don't think I've had "surpassingly great revelations" like Paul and need a thorn in my flesh to help me from becoming conceited, I have a much better understanding of what was spoken to Paul in 2 Cor. 12:9 "...My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." I've felt that weakness like never before the past few years and hope that God will keep humbling me so that his power in my life can become more evident. I need to be weak so that I will always be ready and willing to do whatever God wants me to do. I need to be weak so that I can listen. Listening ALL of the time. Sometimes I rely on my human ears too much. God has been really helping me to open my spiritual ears as well. But not just listening, taking action (if needed) is one thing that I've been working on lately. This verse has been on my heart for a while. "So whoever knows the right thing to do and fails to do it, for him it is sin." (James 4:17)  God has been so gracious in teaching me how to do this. There are several little things that I have done and I think "that's no big deal." Doing it was not a big deal, but obeying was. By obeying I become less selfish.  Sometimes, however, my selfish nature still takes over.  Because while I try to do what is right, I fail so many times. I need a reminder. I love giving to people/organizations in need. I find so much joy in helping others, but sometimes I get so busy at what I'm doing that I pass right by a chance to bless someone. My friend Merideth lives in San Diego and volunteers at the Salvation Army. Every once in a while she will write on her myspace that they need socks, and if you're in the area to drop some by and she'll take them with her. The other day I was grocery shopping and I saw a package of socks. Immediately I thought of Merideth and the Salvation Army...and I walked past the socks and continued getting groceries...that's what I was there for, right? A few days later Merideth wrote about going back down to the Salvation Army and asked if anyone had any socks they could send with her. I was so convicted that I had not listened to the Spirit's prompting. I was so focused on what I was doing that I didn't even take the time to respond to the Spirit's guidance. Obviously I couldn't take the socks to her, but I could send them in the mail. As my heart sank, "please forgive me" was all I could say. Then I needed to get some socks. Like I said before I love giving, but I don't just want to give 90% of the time, I want to give every time I feel God wants me to.  I hate when I look back at a situation and think "I should have..." I think that is why God is really working on listening (to him) with me right now so that I can look back at situations and say "I did..."  

I am in the same boat with you Jessica in that I cannot fully comprehend that the God of all creation would decide to choose such an intimate relationship with us. Each day I cannot help but sing and dance because God is worthy of all of our praise. Psalm 37:4 says, "Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart." God is the desire of my heart. God has given himself. Because of that I can experience his presence every day. I pray that God will continue to show me and guide my in ways to share his amazing love with others.

So exciting

I have been so excited since my sister told me that she was pregnant.  I keep checking on how the baby's developing.  I keep checking on how my sister's doing. I bought a little pair of sweatpants that were on sale that I couldn't pass up.  So yesterday I was even more excited because my sister had an ultrasound.  It was confirmation for my sister that there really is a baby in there; it's one thing to hear the heartbeat, but to actually see the baby is even more reassuring.  We talk over skype (video cam), so I could see the ultrasound images that she got from the visit.   It still amazes me that you can see the head, nose, mouth, body, spine, arms, legs, feet, etc. while the baby is still safe inside mommy.  Now I'm just waiting for her to download the images so I can check them out again.  I tried to get my sister to tell me the name that they have picked out, but that's going to be a surprise (I just know the few names they have on a list), so I guess I'll have to wait on that one.  I'm glad that everything looks good with the baby's health...only a few more months until I'm an aunt.

Brotherly love